Last week I was scrolling through Facebook and I saw that two of my cousins had shared a picture of a poster saying that the TV show friends was returning 10 years after it finished. When I first saw it I thought “really?” but I wouldn’t let me get excited. You see I was to young to watch friends when it last aired I was only 8 and I watched programs like Lizzie McGuire and That’s So Raven, but when I was a teenager I was introduced to the show and fell in love with it. So five years ago when there were rumors that there was going to be a reunion to mark 15 years since the show started I was excited to be able to watch it when it actually shows for the first time. But obviously that one was a rumor. So when I saw this one I tried not to get excited and now I’m glad I didn’t because today in the news I saw that it wasn’t true and this was just another rumor. Whilst I’m still a bit disappointed you’ve got to laugh when you think that this started out as a small prank.

Christmas Eve & Songs

So tonight today is Christmas Eve and tonight I’ll be gathered round playing games with my family in my new Christmas PJ’s, listening to Christmas music in the background. Because of this tradition I thought I’d show you my list of my top 10 Christmas songs

Fairy Tale of New York by The Pogues & Kristy McColl

Christmas Song by Pheobe Buffay

Power of Love by Gabrielle Aplin
I know what you’re thinking that this song as not one mention of Christmas or is Christmassy. But this song was used as an advert for a major shopping chain in the UK last year so it’s often associated with that. Plus the meaning of Christmas is love.

Merry Christmas Everyone by Shakin Stevens

Merry Xmas Everybody by Slade

I Wish It Could Be Christmas Everyday by Wizzard

Somewhere  In My Memory by John Williams

Do They Know It’s Christmas Time by Band Aid 

All I Want For Christmas Is You by Mariah Carey

Step Into Christmas by Elton John

I hope you liked listening to my favourite songs and what is your all time favourite Christmas Song?

Best bit of therapy

2 yeas ago my depression was at it’s worst I self harmed on a daily basis and suicide attempts were regular. As Christmas drew nearer my parents wanted to get my sister a present for being so amazing at this time and me one to help make me a bit better.
They decided on gettig a dpg a dream Christmas present fpr me and my sister. Except we both had different favourite breeds. Eventually my mum convinced my dad to get us one each. So on Christmas morning 2011 me and my sister got the shock of our lives.

I couldn’t believe it I had a dog not one but two. Ever since that morning these dogs have helped in ways no one else could. Without them I literally would not be here today they are my life.

Many blogs I follow about people with AS have pets. I now understand it pets are the best therapy in my opinion. For me I love them because they love me uncoditionally. When they look at me I know they don’t any different than anyone else. They are always there for me and they are the best companion.

So this is a post for my two boys Buddy and Charley who I love unconditionally ❤